So uh my name is Omaree Stoglin. I grew up in Odessa texas. I’m 19 as of writing this I was born in 2005 January the 3rd same day as my mother. Ig I’ll start with my childhood, uh my father would pop in every once in a while and my mom was gone a lot so I stayed with my grandparents or whoever I got left with. Growing up I was always nice and kind to everyone around me “ Polite,”. I loved being anywhere and everywhere with anyone I also loved being alone. But I stole a lot lmao I was stealing something or getting lost somewhere idk. I was also sick all the time, so for some years I didn’t go outside a lot, didn’t eat very much either and idk why. But most of the time I’d just be in lala land ignoring reality but I took care of my responsibilities when asked. I was caught up in my own world all the time thinking ,seeing things nobody else would see. Talking to ghosts everywhere in the house. Watching cartoons, reading stories, playing video games, and drawing whatever came to my mind. The world was always showing me new things you know? But as I got older I still clung to these ideas I would have from imagination land and the dreams I would have the things I would feel. Always thinking about something while tryna pay attention to anything. I would mix up things I found in the floor with liquids and wipe it on bugs to see what they did. I would do it test things and learn things. But Reality finally drug me out when my grandfather died though I watched his life slip from his eyes when I was eight years old from hard drugs. My family dragging him around I never understood why he would go to the hospital so much until then. My grandfather nurtured me while my mother was gone so ik it’s cliche but I lost my best friend that year. I cried for a day though ngl and then I lowkey let it go. I stayed in my own head until someone would acknowledge he was gone. As harrowing as that sounds life changes people grow up I would grow up. But i would never be able to leave the prison that is my mind and it’s endless need to think about things for too long.
